I kicked him… I didn’t have to. :( But I did. He was just hyper and stuff, and he was biting me so I didn’t know what to do, so I kicked him. Not really hard and i’m hoping he didn’t get hurt. Not really kicked, maybe pushed but I still think it’s wrong. Argghh. I hate myself right now. :(
We already had a lot of pet dogs but this one is different. I am completely responsible for this one. Well, not really completely. My siblings are gonna help and my dad too. For our previous pets, my parents were the only one who were taking care of them. But now, we’re a part of it.
It’s a pretty tough thing to do. You know, having a dog. In our case, he’s still a puppy. His name is Sirius Black. He’s a mini schnauzer (nearly 2 months) and his name is Sirius Black because he’s pure black and we are Potterheads.
Again, it’s a pretty tough thing. If you’re not used to it, of course. But if you are, well, it’s not a problem. As for me, it is very hard. I’m really impatient and short-tempered. It’s a big responsibility for me. I am very very very lazy, just so you know. It’s only the 5th day and I already had the thoughts of giving him back to his owner or selling him (told ya i’m impatient). I hated the fact that he poos and pees a lot. I know it’s normal, but in his case, he pees like more than 5 times a day and well, he poos for 3 times (I guess that is normal). I also hate the fact that he cries at night. It is kinda normal for him as he is getting used to the new environment. Experiencing separation anxiety. But whenever he cries, all I feel is pity. I also don’t want him inside our room because well, he pees and poos and it smells really bad.
I hate some part of it but there’s a part of me that wants it. There’s this little part of me that’s not regretting all of this. Despite pooping and peeing, he’s fun to play with. I love animals.
I always think of a dog as a friend. I am a disturbed person… not really but I think I need some help. That’s what motivates me to think that we weren’t wrong. That we didn’t waste our money. I also love playing with him. He’s so cute and fluffly. <3
There’s something wrong with this post. I wasn’t able to express my idea and I get distracted. I AM DISTRACTED.
Maybe, I just have to get used to this. No regrets, you only live once. Take chances. Life is short. Yeaaa. Got distractedd.
I’ll compile them in one post okay? (to whoever is reading this)
—- > Day 27: a person you wished lived closer and why
Taylor Swift. I want to be friends with her (and Meredith). She’s so nice and everything. I just want to be friends with her okay? haha.
—— > Day 28: something that makes you really angry
I’m not really sure but I choose hot weather (yes. it’s weird). It makes everyone really angry. I mean, it’s so hot, who would be happy? (except those in beaches). Hot weather affects my mood.
—- > Day 29: a date you’d love for someone to take you on
I just want to watch a movie [romantic or not, i don’t care] and a stroll in the mall or a park. talking to each other and stuff.
—— > Day 30: 5 favorite girls names, 5 favorite boys names
girl names:
boy names:
—— > Day 31: a bit about your social life outside of tumblr
I really have a lot of friends but I don’t have a close relationship with most of them. I can make friends though i am shy.
—— > Day 32: whether you’d rather marry someone who’s rich but ugly, or poor but attractive
poor but attractive. Come at me bro. Judge me.
——> Day 33: someone who really hurt you
No one at the moment.
—— > Day 34: your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate
TAURUS (April 20-May 20). Babies, children and pets are excellent reminders that you don’t have to be doing something at every moment. Sometimes life is about just being you, doing nothing in particular.
= it is accurate. It doesn’t look like a horoscope though. Especially this part, “Sometimes life is about just being you, doing nothing in particular.”
Day 35: words you live by, why do you like them
“Everything happens for a reason.”
I had always thought about this. Whenever something happens… it just pops into my mind. It keeps me thinking all the time.
——> MOST RANDOM 365 DAY CHALLENGE EVER. I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND.
I missed doing this. So i’ll continue… from day 26!
Day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to
Weird title. LOL. It’s just actually because I want to share my birthday experience. I know no one is reading this but who cares? It’s my blog anyway.
I wanted something extra ordinary yesterday. As always, nothing happened.
I don’t know why but my dad asked us to come with him to his office (which my siblings agreed on). You might think there’s a surprise or stuff, but there’s none.
It was a boriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing day. Just sitting there waiting for something to happen, just saying thank you to those who greeted you. Nothing extra ordinary.
I just wanted to have a happy one. Well, if happy meant being bored and getting sleepy and you’re waiting for something to happen, my wish came true.
Last year was my worst one. I had a very bad day. I slept the whole afternoon and I was mad at my cousins for something (they slept over here). They woke me up when it was time to blow my candles. I was still mad though. I didn’t realize that it was my worst birthday until my classmate’s birthday came. Her friends even made a scrapbook for her… she had a small party and thingy. That’s when I realized it. I was meant to be sad. I know my birthday’s in SUMMER but they could have at least did something to make me happy.
Yesterday wasn’t one of the worst but my saddest one (there’s a difference for me).
For lunch, we went to the nearest “mall”. ROBINSONS. That’s where we ate our lunch. And that’s also where my brother blurted out my dad’s surprise birthday dinner for me, which I think isn’t a surprise because since it’s my birthday, we have to celebrate it.
After hours of waiting, it’s finally time to go home and go to Shakey’s. For the whole day, that was my favorite part. It was the happiest moment of my boring birthday. I thought it was gonna last. But it didn’t.
I was the last person to sleep and I think it was almost 1 am when I did. I cried for 1 whole hour but no one knew. Maybe that’s why I was feeling sleepy.
- pretty much sums the whole experience yesterday and last year’s.
I just felt a sick feeling inside of me.
This isn’t right. I’m sick of myself.
Sick of everything about me. It just came to me. I can’t explain but it seems like something pushed me and i’m awake in reality. I felt the hatred around me. I felt people hating me. I felt the world making me realize that i’m too annoying to live.
OH GOSH. It hurts. A lot. It’s too heavy.
So yeah, today is not a fine day.
I’m fine. I’m okay.
Isn’t that what i’m supposed to say?
and i don’t know what to do. This has never happened to me before.
And i hate change. I miss the way I used to be. I miss how normal things were around me.
I know change is part of life, but this change is harder than ever. It’s not who I want to be. It’s not who I am fit for. It’s something that I can’t take.
Been depressed because of that lately. Not only that but a whole lot more.
Life is a hard obstacle. I don’t know when i’ll be able to cross it or jump over it but I hope I can.
Day 25: a friend you have lost that you’re better off without/one you wish you had back
MOMENT OF TRUTH :)
I don’t want to tell who she is because people from school are following me. But my life is really better without her. I just found out she hated me. I don’t know why. And our mutual friends got different reasons. I was always with her because we are “friends”. UGH. I just how much I can’t put it into words!! She even made my friends turn their backs on me. Ultimate betrayal. I wasn’t doing anything to her.
Day 25: a friend you have lost that you’re better off without/one you wish you had back
MOMENT OF TRUTH :)
I don’t want to tell who she is because people from school are following me. But my life is really better without her. I just found out she hated me. I don’t know why. And our mutual friends got different reasons. I was always with her because we are “friends”. UGH. I just how much I can’t put it into words!! She even made my friends turn their backs on me. Ultimate betrayal. I wasn’t doing anything to her.
Day 24: your favorite 10 people right now and why
Doesn’t indicate if from friends or celebrities so I’ll just go with celebrities and some random people. No particular order.
Day 22: how you judge intelligence
I’m useless and I don’t know what to put here.
