And i hate change. I miss the way I used to be. I miss how normal things were around me.

I know change is part of life, but this change is harder than ever. It’s not who I want to be. It’s not who I am fit for. It’s something that I can’t take.

Been depressed because of that lately. Not only that but a whole lot more.

Life is a hard obstacle. I don’t know when i’ll be able to cross it or jump over it but I hope I can.